when it's because of you I feel so lonely
don't tell me that you want to hear what I have to say
when everytime I open my mouth, you walk away
don't hug me once in a blue moon because it's a facade
your lies are what tore me from my faith in god...
don't joke and claim you want me to get better
when everytime I do, you make me discover...
I'm worthless
I'm stupid
I'm ugly
I'm lazy
I'm gullible
and all I've ever done was bring shame to you...
because...everytime you do
the knife dips just a little deeper
my heart gets a little colder
my pulse, a little slower
wanting that deep sleep forever...


